My thoughts weigh heavy upon my mind,
Lost in the confusion,
The pain of being so blind
Caught up in how this all could be,
How I let go of everything,
Just to be set free
Tears that burn my eyes,
Should I have known?
Is love always so blind?
Should the pain cut so deep?
Am I really this weak?
In the end is it so hard to believe?
Left to wallow in my own self pity
Fighting the need to be strong
Just wanting to let go for awhile
Let myself see where I went wrong
Tears there to remind me
My walls are only so high
Burned for daring to dream
Will I let it happen next time?
Finding myself closing in
Reminded of all the darkness I’ve seen
Better to fall on my own
Then to have you see me falling
~Cath~©2008
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