Past that Binds me
Held tightly by my fears,
Guarded by my memories,
Can feel when you are near.
Taunted by the thought of you,
Knowing all to well the power you hold,
Kept in the darkness like a lost soul.
Disappointment lingering,
Wondering if I will ever be free,
Plagued by the hatred in my memories.
Powerless or so it seems,
Never able to let you go,
Consumed with the freedom I seek.
Times I’ve refused to cry
So the satisfaction I wouldn’t have to see in your eyes
Watching on waiting for me to fail
Setting the path for destruction as you do so well
Memories catch my breath late at night
Gripping my soul so deep
Wishing these weren’t mine to keep
The darkness you leave lingering
I am well aware
Taunting me to close the door
Some how you’re always there
Like a lost soul I cling to hope
Wishing you would just let me go
Leave me with the scars of the past
Let me go with what is left
~Cath~ Copyright © 2008
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