The tears fall
My need to close down
Creating yet another wall
Pain so deep
Closing within myself
A place even you can’t reach
The scars linger
The pain remains
My tear stricken face
Some things never change
Fighting to stand strong
Never showing the weakness within
Not that many care anyway of the place I find myself in
Reality so cold
Truth always hiding just on the surface
Struggling to regain composure
Still seeking for the purpose
Lost on the cross paths
Uncertain which journey to seek
Letting go of the closure needed
Just to get through the day
Emptiness plagues me deep within my soul
Walls keeping you out
Despite that I need you to hold me close
Confusion
Pollution
Never finding my solution
Aching
Breaking
Left to feel forsaken
Anger
Despair
Wishing you could hear
Words left unspoken
You should be able to hear them
The pain so apparent
You look on as I fall
Never expected you to catch me after all
Closing down within
It’s the way it has always been
Regaining focus alone
Seems to be the only way I can
~Cath~© 2009
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