Closing in
Pondering the journey before me
Lost in the path that lay behind
Struggling to gain composure
Contemplating how many times I’ll fall this time
Weakness taking on new strengths
Allowing me to fall
Knowing there isn’t anyone that can catch me
I closed myself in after all
Self-doubt inevitable
Witness to my own demise
Failures I myself created
Punishment for refusing to cut the ties
Impeccable strength once possessed
Diminished to my lonely cries
Wishing for a warm embrace
Desperately trying to weather the ride
Wishing I had the words to describe
The ache within my soul
How lonely I am closed within
Unable to let go
Falling forever it seems
Desire to regain composure
Faith lacking as it has always been
Hope lost somewhere along the surface
~Cath~Copyright © 2008
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